Right lung, left lung, blink [1]
 
Hold on to your seat real tight, hold your breath, keep your eyes in your head, and go on [2]
 
Meditate on the colour that is flesh void of oxygen, also the
 
discoloured fruit / fingered out of misted windows / into which I breathed [3]
 
     for years i stood / in the semeny ginko staring at my hands         believing / in afterlives thinking one day I’d wake into / a new kind of body     like a fish suddenly / breathing air through its eyes [4] 
 
When ready, place your right pointer finger in the centre of your forehead, your thumb over your right nostril, your middle finger searching for its erogenous zone. 
 
o separate(d)/strands of our breath!/Bright silver/threads of spirit/O quicksilver/spurt of fist, scansion of/unfocused eyeball [5]
 
While here, practice pushing air from the back of your throat up into your eye sockets. 
 
consider making this your mourning practice.